I am My Most Important Commitment

I am my greatest commitment. My present moment connection.

Nothing else is more important than my own personal peace and wellbeing, including:

Work

Projects

Friends

Family

Any other commitments

My greatest commitment is to check in with myself and find clarity in the present moment, and to stay aligned to what feels healthy for me. This may mean less money, less status, less external influence, less leadership. None of that matters more than my nervous system being taken care of by honoring what I need, and tuning in to my own center as often as possible.

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Religion Engrained Guilt into Every Cell of my Human Self.

Growing up with religion engrained in me, trained every cell in my body to feel guilty for existing. I don't care what the motive was - people thought they were saving my soul and keeping our family intact. My soul was put into a box, and disciplined to believe God is multiple layers separate from self. That God is only here with me and only pleased with me when I do the correct things. Loving one another is a huge teaching in the religion of my heritage. But it was lathered in so many conditions, although those aren't spoken much of. In so many judgments. And with so many walls. Religion is great because it provides structure. However, the base message of religion has God's voice saying something like this: "If you follow these rules, you can find me. If you don't follow these rules, you must burn in hell and feel extreme guilt and deep sorrow. You are cast off from my presence, because you are not doing the checklist of things I have sent for you to do. I am abov...
Read more

I can Be Me, and let Other's Mourn as they Need

Just because I'm not subscribing to the mormon religion anymore, doesn't meant that my family won't love me. Guess what? I didn't subscribe to it for many years. I have never really read the scriptures or felt connected to them, or pray in the typical way we are taught. I have always been different in this, and have always connected more to nature, and to humans wherever the "tribe" was. So internally, things are not shifting too immensely... It's more a shift in accepting myself fully, and stopping things that are programmed into me that aren't serving me purpose. It's really a huge LET GO. Which is interesting. It's dropping shit. I don't need to figure anything out really, I need to just drop shit. Living my spiritual truth that is different from my family or upbringing doesn't mean that my life has to go through a painful emancipation process. Yes, there will be uncomfortable situations and conversations that will be come up. But, w...
Read more

Less Perfection - More Authenticity

This phrase is everything right now. I am dropping so many stories, and it's liberating. Sometimes it's very scary if I feel that those stories were what my identity was sitting on. But my real story, is that I am doing great just as is. I don't need to suffer inside of thoughts or negative beliefs. I have the opportunity to alchemize these hard feelings and thoughts and behaviors, transform them into loving kindness to self and the world around me. That's the really beautiful thing about energy and how it works. It can be transformed, even in an instant. It's ok if sometimes, it feels extra sticky to drop those stories. Like, it's a piece of gum we're trying to throw out the window, and it just sticks to our finger no matter how hard we're whipping our hand around. It's ok for us to pull over on the road, and methodically unstick it off of our fingers so to speak... Come into reality as slowly or immediately as you need. You will find peace and clar...
Read more